These crumbling walls reveal her heart

The world is coming down on me

and I feel my heavy heart is reaching out for you

As much as I say, “I’m over you,”

I guess it will be never be true.

I never thought that you’d be the one to hold my heart

but you came and my world shook with intensity

I never knew anyone could have over me.

I have spent years building these strong walls

and now I just hope you can see through them.

 

I never want to live a life of regret (but I think it’s too late for that)

regret quotes

I want to be what I could be, today,

not tomorrow or never.

I want to be what we could be, today.

not tomorrow or never

but forever.

I want to take risks;

hold my actions responsible and

not leave it to fate or chance

to steer me in directions

that makes me berate.

I know, I need to know what I want,

but it’s so much easier to tell you what I don’t want.

I don’t want failure,

I want no heartbreak,

I want no pain

or disdain

but most of all,

most of all I never ever want to say,

‘It might have been, had not this, or that, or this.’ 

I never want to live a life of regret.

Unleash my heart or forever hold your love

I never have the guts to ask you to spend the day with me

To take a walk with me

or lay with me.

My mind races

as I want to give you something,

I’ve trying to give you for years:

My heart.

 

I don’t think I can bear

the pain,

the loss,

or the rejection.

So my gift to you, will forever be

locked and left unknown

 

Until I find the courage

to slow my mind and

finally give my heart to you….(if you will have it).

 

Song of the day: Another Love

I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care
But it’s so cold and I don’t know where
I brought you daffodils in a pretty string
But they won’t flower like they did last spring

And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright
I’m just so tired to share my nights
I wanna cry and I wanna love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up

And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight

But my hands been broken, one too many times
So I’ll use my voice, I’ll be so fucking rude
Words they always win, but I know I’ll lose

And I’d sing a song, that’d be just ours
But I sang ‘em all to another heart
And I wanna cry I wanna learn to love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up

Till the morning

 

 

Lead me on, lead me on
Right now I just need something
You could be that one thing
So lead me on

Take me home, take me home
I’ll be yours till the morning
Then leave without warning
So take me home

Call me please, call me please
I’ll can’t wait forever
You know better
So call me please

Leave me be, leave me be
You had your chance already
Someone else, I go steady
So leave me be